So, if I’m single, what shall I do?

I have a car – and plenty of plans.
No house – but plans, again.

Are they exclusive? Does it matter? I feel left by each and every person behind me. I’ve got a couple of kids, and they should be around, but it’s not the reason for their existence.

I’m not particularly charismatic.
I’m especially not social.

Focus on self? Release from material possessions to focus on self? Or lose self in the pursuit of a meaningful existence… reason, before all others.